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sigh this weekend has been le awesome.
friday : ASERIOUSOFUNFOURTNATEEVENTSOMFGAFTERALLTHESEYEARSYAY! only they made the ending happy :(. bitches. oh and house of flying daggers. which was amazing. so sad *tear*
saturday:
kill
fucking
hannah.
with the hotness of shiny toy guns opening (the lead singer was really really hooooooooooot haha one of anjees friends yelled show us your boobs (see they were originaly going to yell this at the male singer but then the female singer came out and they were screwed) and she was all.....uhhh no hahahaha)
oh....I WORE EYELINER!
bask in the "hawtness" (note the usage of "hawt" is not mine but anjees friends)
ive had three girls tell me i did my eyeliner better than them.....i shouldn't be admiting that i should heh
ugh my hair wasnt as cool as i wanted it to be...and of COURSE i love it today. sigh.
THEY DID A COVER OF IBETWEEN DAYS BY THE CURE. swoon.
andtrainsaresoloudomfgz.
i wanna get my hair cut like mats. i dunno if i should just do it at this length or grow it out a bit more.
hehe kelsey has a crush on mat now. she was all do you give out hugs? hes all...*thinks* sure and fricking grabs her haha i cant blame her though the man is pretty fuckin rad.
i really wanna workout hardcore this break
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| "Square peg, round hole. You won't feel this way forever." |
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| 11:09pm 29/11/2004 |
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mood:  blah music: Colour of Fire - Italics
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Oh god i keep on writing entires and not posting them -_-
Uh nothing too new. My grades are sliping somewhat. I GOT AN F ON MY MATH TEST. GAH! Now i have to work doubly hard in math damnit. Ah well i know i can improve. I'm definilty gonna step it up.
Ha. I just realized i wore my kh shirt on picture day. Im curious if theyll actually print it in the yearbook. heh. i had totaly forgotten it was picture day.
god my arts been so blah lately >< I need better control of my lines and i need to start like..drawing full bodies. Were doing figure drawing in art so hopefully that'll help. OH and i wanna learn to paint in phootoshop like lolish (http://www.deviantart.com/view/5113519/) <--how fucking amazing is that?!
maybe i'll start inking traditionaly.
FRICKDANGBLAST I RIPPED MY FAVORITE JEANS >< god there was some jagged metal underneath my desk in chem gah
i just realized i didnt have a good day today. i had a rather crappy day. sigh. Tomorrow shall be better, i'm sure of it.
If anyones interested...Yeah so im listening to this band colour of fire...i first heard about them cuz they opened for placebo and brian was all whoo about them so i downloaded their album. I was pretty disapointed but i just decided to give it a second listen. I think it was just cuz i was expecting a placebo sounding band. Actually now i think theyre rather muse-ish. Anyway the albums alright, but there are really only five good songs. It sucks the rest are just so...generic.
Alright thats about it for now i suppose.
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| 07:30pm 14/11/2004 |
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mood:  accomplished music: bruise violet - babes in toyland
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| "Their smiles can break the heart in two" |
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| 12:26pm 09/11/2004 |
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mood:  lazy music: The Birthday Massacre - Broken
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Ha well im writing this from school. Were doing some stupiud project thing but im with mike and laura sooo ill start in a few minutes, its not that important that i staty
Well, brostros is gone for two weeks.
Ok so me and anjee are friends again ha our fight lasted like...two minutes. I drew her a picture of rogue and it was like...she had to forgive me heh.
I hope she had fun at KMFDM last night.
Dammit kelsey can't go to kh (oh excuse me anjee..KILL FUCKING HANNAH) but i knew she wasn't going to be able (as the metro sportouted a tounge and they totaly made out and she got mono) to so i'll be going with drew and bogdan. Hopefully anna doesn't read this or drew spill it just because i would rather she not like..go. But i dont *really* care so its not that big of a deal.
Speaking of annas journal post....wow that was dumb.
Uhh things are going really well now soo...uhrmm...drawing last period was hella funny. Jordans a total nutcase, toms fashioncore and courtneys a bitch. WHEE!
Lesee. Anything else? Oh yeah...
PSP VS. DS
i cant decideeeeeeeee grr. at the moment im leaning towards the ds.
well i gotta go i'll write more later. |
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| 05:17pm 07/11/2004 |
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mood:  chipper music: birdhouse in your soul - they might be giants
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I'm your only friend
I'm not your only friend
But I'm a little glowing friend
But really I'm not actually your friend
But I am
Blue canary in the outlet by the light switch
Who watches over you
Make a little birdhouse in your soul
Not to put too fine a point on it
Say I'm the only bee in your bonnet
Make a little birdhouse in your soul
I have a secret to tell
From my electrical well
It's a simple message and I'm leaving out the whistles and bells
So the room must listen to me
Filibuster vigilantly
My name is blue canary one note spelled l-i-t-e
My story's infinite
Like the Longines Symphonette it doesn't rest
Blue canary in the outlet by the light switch
Who watches over you
Make a little birdhouse in your soul
Not to put too fine a point on it
Say I'm the only bee in your bonnet
Make a little birdhouse in your soul
I'm your only friend
I'm not your only friend
But I'm a little glowing friend
But really I'm not actually your friend
But I am
There's a picture opposite me
Of my primitive ancestry
Which stood on rocky shores and kept the beaches shipwreck free
Though I respect that a lot
I'd be fired if that were my job After killing Jason off and countless screaming Argonauts
Bluebird of friendliness
Like guardian angels it's always near
Blue canary in the outlet by the light switch
Who watches over you
Make a little birdhouse in your soul
Not to put too fine a point on it
Say I'm the only bee in your bonnet
Make a little birdhouse in your soul
(and while you're at it
Keep the nightlight on inside the
Birdhouse in your soul)
Not to put too fine a point on it
Say I'm the only bee in your bonnet
Make a little birdhouse in your soul
Blue canary in the outlet by the light switch (and while you're at it)
Who watches over you (keep the nightlight on inside the)
Make a little birdhouse in your soul (birdhouse in your soul)
Not to put too fine a point on it
Say I'm the only bee in your bonnet
Make a little birdhouse in your soul
Blue canary in the outlet by the light switch (and while you're at it)
Who watches over you (keep the nightlight on inside the)
Make a little birdhouse in your soul (birdhouse in your soul)
Not to put too fine a point on it
Say I'm the only bee in your bonnet
Make a little birdhouse in your soul
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my brothers really into tmbg so i bet hed find this funny. i really like this song, they play it on the alt all the time. it makes me happy. not to be a lj-lyricwhore or anything. you can downlaod it at: http://www.paradise-engineering.com/quotation/birdhouseinyoursoul.mp3 |
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| 03:10pm 07/11/2004 |
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mood:  confused music: The Smiths - London
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UGHR! SO CONFUSED.
So i was talking to anjee last night on the phone for like three hours and she kept bringing up how she was going to im anna and tell her i loved her and wanted to have her love children or whatever. Thats a stupid anjee thing. i didnt care.
So today as im talking to her she tells me she told anna something. I was just curious and was all...tell meeee she was alll nooooo and im all telll meeeeeeeeee. so we get into it...and im like blah tell me or im never talking to you again and shes all your replaceable i have dani now. whatever.
So i go to im anna and give her some pictures dani took of anna where her top made her look....a bit heavy (she still looks cool though). But shes away. I guess i got complelled to go to her lj for the first time in forever and low and behold she made a post public. You can read it if you want here: http://www.livejournal.com/users/freefallsuicide/
i assume that its about me because as, well, you know. the cures one of my favorite bands of all time. but knowing anna its prolly about jim or some shit like that and just another example of her treating me like shit.
(edit: after reading it again im almost sure that its not about me. Its prolly about zac or someone. See i thought at first she was recognizing that she treated me bad, that i didnt deserve it and she can at least remember our good times, and was using the cure to tell me shes sorry or whatnot. Now that i have reread it i think that shes talking about all the crap zac goes through and they prolly had a fight or something happened to him and shes "crushed" about it and shes all i can at least think about how happy i made him-_-)
so i unblock anjee and am all wheeee you made her crushed eh? and shes all....wtf. and finally tells me she imed anna said that "josh says hes sorry and misses u". yeah fucking right btw i never would have said that.. anyway she points out to me the entries from yesterday.
And you know what? i would consider "taking anna back" but i really dont think she got why i ended the friendship in the first place (as evidenced by her and zac doing that annoying thing the other day). So itd just repeat all over again and that wouldn't be very fun or healthy for my well being and sanity. i dont know...as in the cure song: maybe someday.
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and now aparantly anjees mad at me as ive been an "asshole" lately. i dont know, shes always an asshole to me BUT i guess it really is bothering her i told her id stop. shes "mad" at me but doesn't "hate' me so. we'll see.
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on a completely different note ive been listening to +d'espairsray+ and miyavi again whoo visual kei! oh and omfg i love the alternative so fucking much. thank you vh1 classic. it SERIOUSLY is a dream come true of mine. |
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| 03:50pm 01/11/2004 |
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mood: happy music: Cruxshadows - Marilyn, my bitterness
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Ok so this song is ten x better than i remember damn you anjeeeeeeeeeeeee.
omfg we had the funniest convo yesterdaywith anjee her: "OMFG MY DAD SAID I LOOK LIKE A WHORE" later: "well im off to put on my whore clothes....OMFG WHAT DID I JUST SAY? LMFAO HAHA......Well im off to put on my WHORE clothes and WHORE makeup and do my WHORE hair" me: "Yes yes get on with the whore-ification" i love our convos.
She looked sok kick assssss yesterday so i drew her:
http://img66.exs.cx/img66/6379/ujihnui.jpg
i really like how it turned out.
Not to bring up annelyse for the thousandth time but this song came on as i saw anna after school and i just had to think how much i identify with the lyrics. I would tottaly say bitter is the right word for how i feel about it. and even freakier this departure song came on after that i thought were pretty close to the situation as well. It's funny...i feel so much more ahh i dunno, lighter since i stopped being friends with her. The friendship was *really* weighing down on me. all the hypocrisy and (what always got to me the most) the re-writing of history? gone. Although honestly i couldnt really say what else i felt bad about because its just been SO out of my mind lately. I've pretty much forgotten her. So much so i saw her the other day and actually started to *wave*(!) at her as a reflex.
Why did i put up with it for so long?
I'm doing reallllllllly well. WHOOOOOOOOO I GOT AN A IN ENGLISH. FUCKIN A (heh)!
tom admited he's an asshole to me today for no reason.
well im off to kill that asshole thor in shin megami tensei: nocturne (its such a cool game)
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*cuz to meeeeeeeeeeee everyday is halloween*
god why did ministry have to go so screaming hard industrial ._. |
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| 06:23am 29/10/2004 |
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mood:  anxious music: New Order - True Faith
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The Bloc Party is tottaly my favorite band ever at the moment.
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"Banquet"
A heart of stone, a smoking gun
I can give you life, I can take it away
A heart of stone, a smoking gun
I'm working it out
Why'd you feel
so underrated?
Why'd you feel
so negated?
Turning away from the light
Becoming adult
Turning into my soul
I wanted to bite not destroy
To feel her underneath
Turning into my soul
She don't think straight
No No No, She don't think straight
She's got such a dirty mind and it never ever stops
And you don't taste like her and you never ever will
And we don't read the papers, we don't read the news
Heaven's never enough, we will never be fooled
Turning away from the light
Becoming adult
Turning into my soul
I wanted to bite not destroy
To feel her underneath
Turning into my soul
And if you feel (if you feel)
a little left behind (a little left behind)
We will wear you on the other side
And if you feel (if you feel)
a little left behind (a little left behind)
We will wear you on the other side
Cos I'm on fire
You know im on fire when you come
You know I'm on fire
You know im on fire
so stub me out
Cuz I'm on fire
Cuz I'm on fire
Cuz I'm on fire
Cuz I'm on fire
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I had a really bad morning but it turned a lot better in the second half of school so eh.
Im in a really big faint bloc party new order siouxsie tbm kick at the moment O_o
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| 01:45am 25/10/2004 |
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mood: content music: The Birthday Massacre - Video Kid
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"And she made such an entrance
yeah one blink explode the cinder blocks
what a smart bomb, she sighed and said,
"i hope i'm not forgettable"
and when you kiss ice
sometimes it sticks to your lips
and sometimes i see battleships
stop everything, kill hannah
'cause she knows it's just a game
stop the world, kill hannah
cause in her plastic flower garden
there's no room for more plastic flowers
and time goes by
and history's dead
and all the magic show
is all inside her head.
oh maybe im too much in love
yea maybe im too much in love
but maybe im too much insane
stop everything, kill hannah
'cause she knows it's just a game
and there must be a hole in my head
stop the world, kill hannah
cause in her plastic flower garden
there's no room for more plastic flowers"
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No i dont want to kill you anna, dont make that conclusion like you always seem to. Its figurative and like my favorite song everrr. I think it expresses my feelings perfectly. Its like old school mat read my mind or something.
I was gonna post the lyrics for slackerbitch, but some of them refer to sex and...no. just no. and the anjee would kill me for that lol.
I love old school KH. Gah mat what happened!
Yea .so im no longer friends with anna. yes. for real this time. promise. finally. this is the last post ever refering to her.
ok i HAVE TO GO READ NOW bajeezus.
(ps.
Dear The Birthday Massacre,
FUCK YOU FOR NOT PLAYING AN ALL AGES SHOW IN CHICAGO.
godammit chibi >.<
Love,
Josh) |
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| 11:09pm 19/10/2004 |
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mood: groggy music: Prosaics - Teeth
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Woah first entry in a while...it's not like i didn't want to make one ive just been busy i guess.
LOOK OUT! KELSEY'S OVARIES ARE GOING TO EXPLODEEE!
Yeah so i just found out that my LJ looks HORRIBLE on IE. No wonder anjee disliked it. frick. It looks great on firefox O_o.
Me and my new wacom shall make many sexy art babies.
I just joined a community for the basic eight. thats pretty frickin cool.
XM radio rules you. I swear they play soooo much of my favorite music on there its insane. Lots of cure too.
woo hoo! My brithday massacre shirt came in! Too bad it doesnt *say* the birthday massacre on it though.
Argh i was asleep from like...5 to 10. And drew kelsey mackenzie and anna were all iming me like crazzzzy. Anna has something to admit to me. oooo mysterious.
Haha drawings so much fun. Everyone at my table is definitley a...personality. My 4X5 of bjork kicks SERIOUS ass and everyones ooing and awwing over it....which makes me happy because i thought i was gonna such at tradtional art sooo yay
I love the prosaics' lyrics. They're much more...refined then a lot of other bands. I don't to say "smart". buuut i cant think of another word for it.
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| 01:53am 06/10/2004 |
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mood:  exhausted music: 97 Lies (two hearts) - Clear Static
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Yeah soo...haven't updated in a while eh?
Finally changed the background to the coolest picture ever. siouxsie and bob!
I'VE FOUND SO MANY NEW BANDS IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS! Its awesome, the majority are of the post-punk revival variety. The prosaics are especially good. And clear statics like cure meets duran duran and i love it.
Yeah so i dyed my hair blue-black tonight, as i FINALLY found it so i'll shut up about it now : p. It turned out a lil more blackish than i was expecting but i still really like it. lmao damn you anjee, hopefully i won't be like you and dye it every other fucking day. your. hair. will. fall. out! Really though? Its not that big of a difference, i mean my hair was realllly dark before anyway.
EDIT: Yeah well nevermind. Its tottaly dry now and realllly fucking blue.
Well I'm off to study. chem yuck. |
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| In this matrix....its plain to see....its either you or me. |
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| 04:13pm 17/09/2004 |
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Obligatory lj post...
(backstory for anyone who doesnt know: my crazy friend anjee imed anna, who really had done nothing to her, and made a couple of really stupiud juvenile comments i didnt instigate or approve. Anna seriously overreacted and was acting like it was the end of the world. I too was at fault because i didnt defend her as much as she wanted to, which was just ludicrious.)
Yeah so im just standing there reading a book, when from out of nowhere i hear HEY YOU FRIEND ANJEE IS A FUCKING BITCH RAWRRR BALH BLAH BJORK SUCKS (which is tottaly why homogenic is a revered masterpeice pff).
Im just like-wtf?
Ok so i come home, tell anna and shes like...i dont agree with that. eh ok ill talk to them about it. I have to think about what to say (as so i dont piss off jim, not that she actually said this of course)
We get into it, im like oh god im done with you. (hopefully itll last this time ashole :P)
Im *NOT* mad that this girl bitched me out or whatever. I'm ok with that, her perogative. Im mad that theyre being such hypocrites about this.
Ok let me get this straight....
1. Im held responsible for what a friend of mine did which i had no control over? And because of this its OK for them to do the thing theyre so pissed off about to me...who had nothing to do with it in the first place.
2. So its wrong for me to hold her resbonsible for what her friend did (dont take that the wrong way though, i really am not-that would be stooping to their level) yet its perfectly fine for jim to hold me responsible for what my friend did to anna.
3. When anjee bitched anna out i was expected to immeadiatly move the earth to defend her (and i WAS defending her contrary to what she wants to thing). Yet when it comes to me, who knows maybe because jims her bestest friend however, I get a eh let me think of a way to do this that wont piss him off.)
4. So ashleys is too good a person to do what jim did. What does that make jim and this girl then? I realize we dislike eachother but i would *never* think of pulling that crap on them.
It boogles the mind how many things like that i can point out. I've said what i have to say. Im so through with this hypocrisy. Im not trying to cause more stress or drama, i just want to be done with this.
Im just sick of being the bad guy. Im sure shes crying about me right now, and theyre like fux josh he suxxxx but im ok with that as long as i dont haave to put up with it anymore.
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So....my awesome nakmois is outta the house. BUMMER. Fuck you cowboy you had a great deal with her and you blew it. Shes the coolest. person. ever.
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Im reading the hundred seceret senses, and....amy tan is such a amazing writer. It such great book.
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Enough crappy things, this is supposed to be a *happy* weekend
thats right....KH CONCERT. I AM SOOO EXCITED. they better play fucking kill hannah.
I may go to shaun of the dead tonight or GITS2, gah im unsure. I dont know if i would have a ride baack from shaun or not hrmm.
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ok thats about it. May write more latter if i think of anything else. |
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| 04:22pm 07/09/2004 |
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^HOWWWW true.
I'm knee deep in a bjork phase
UGHHHGHGHGHGHGRUGRHUGHRUHSWVFVNDHBRV. DRAMA.
Sooo anjees kinda...pissing me off. I have no idea if shes doing it on purpose although i suppose she is. She loves fucking with people or whatever.Basically she went from omg josh your my coolest male friend i love you i cant wait to hang out with you at KH to...um..maybe i'll say hi at kh. FUCK. THAT. So i told her last night i was through with her shes like...ok. but i got bored couldn't resist temptation and imed her again eventually. I apologized (i was being stupid) blahr blahr. Looking back, THATs what was stupid of me. But now? I. Am. Through. Its like...ya know i just started valuing our friendship more after she had said that and taking it as something it obviously wasn't. Im not upset....just really confused and maybe a tad hurt but its SO idiotic i'll get over it very quickly. (Ugh not looking forward to potential kh awkwardness)Its kinda sad cuz were extremly simillilar in ways but fuuuuckkk. Shes happy i bet, she finally got to me. Im just going to forget this that anjee ever happened...schools going good i dont wannt her to fuck it up by messing with my emotions.
Its not even that i'm *hurt* so much...i just feel...urgh {weird,awkward,confused and used} i guess are the best descriptors
So now im doing this for the second time, only this time blocking without saying anything (except for this post, who knos if she'll read it) so i dont absent mindingly im her once more cuz im bored like last night.
IN OTHER NEWS
I'm no longer sick :D!
FUUUCKKKKCKCKCKCKC WHEN THE THE UNICORNS ALBUM COME OUT?!?!?! HOW. DID. I. NOT. KNOW??! Cuz like...i saw them on subteranean last night and im like..holy fuck. I used to *love* the unicorns i listned to this ep they had online all the time. But you couldn't get mp3s or that shit as theyre album hadnt been widely released at the time. I downloaded it last night and its great soooo good. grrr i wish i would have known it was out soooner. God if that ever happened with meho plaza id go insane.
THE SURREAL LIFE 3 IS HI-LARRYOUS AND EVERYONE SHOULD WATCH. "and of course ryan wont sleep with brigette cuz shes a crezzeh beetch." BWAH. Keep laying down the snark charo.
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| 05:24pm 01/09/2004 |
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mood: happy music: placebo - scared of girls
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It seems lj doesn't want me to update - every time i try something goes wrong...
I'm on a hugeeeee placebo kick right now.
School is surprisingly good - NO problems with anyone. Its like the absolute opposite of last year which is what i was praying for. I have people i know in pretty much every class and schools been *gulp* very agreeable. Weird thing that happened tho:
Us history : Ok this is the stupidest and easiest class EVER. I sooo should be in ap, but im glad im not. Seriously i lucked out - eeeassyyyy teacher. The people and assignments are rather dumb though. Weird story...
So we had this assignment to get a brown paper lunch bag and bring three things in it that described us. Then we had to make a presentation about it. This girl went before me and HOLY FUCK. SHE FUCKING BROUGHT MALICE MIZER'S BARA NO SEIDOU! It was the sooo weird. WHAT are the chances?!?! SHES NOT EVEN ASIAN! And shes also not very talkative...bizzare experience.
My absolute favorite artist of all time is ross campell http://mooncalfe.deviantart.com/gallery/ ....his art is just...masterfull. It takes my breath away everytime i look at it. ugh its so fursturatng cuz like...his art is EVERYTHING i wasnt mine to be and i just wish mine was that good -_-
well thats it for now i guess - i have twi quizes and an in-class writing tomorrow (in the lab woo hoo!) so i shall....estudiaré. Wheeeeeeeeeeeee. |
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| 09:54pm 20/08/2004 |
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HAH. Just came back from Garden State and Open Water with Drew.. Garden state was great. I just felt it tried a bit too hard to be eccentric, unlike say a wes anderson movie, and had way too much of zach braffs unemotional pandering, BUT i do realize it was supposed to show his disattachment from the world, and how he kinda came alive after meeting sam. I loved it, it was Awesome.
Open Water had some intense moments and I'm glad i saw it. OH and before it there were trailers for Saw and Shaun of the dead. I. CANNOT. WAIT.
YAY! THE KAGRAA PV DOWNLOADED! That waterfall is so fucking beautifull. All the night scenes are just jaw dropping...especially the waterfall.
RANT TIME.
Donnie Darko Director's Cut. Great idea, the film does need it. After viewing the dvd and watching the deleted scenes i was just all WHY THE FUCK DID THEY CUT OUT THE WATERSHIP DOWN METAPHOR!?!?!?! It really is a perfect analogy (and we had JUST read it in school too). HOWEVER, Just because the normal moviegoer was too stupid to understand the plot (hint: go to the website and fucking read the book dumbasses) doesn't mean I didn't. The movies certainly a huuuuge cult hit and theres a lot more money to be made. I wonder how my brothers cinemagod friends will react. He told me that they all loved it at first (like me) but after listening to the commentary felt Richard Kelly didn't pull it off at all. I have to agree with that, BUT it didn't change my opinion on the movie as it was like my life for two years.
That isn't the rant though. The rants about the fact I WAS THER FUCKING OPENING NIGHT! WHERE WERE YOU FUCKING EMO KIDS WHO LIST IT AS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE??? FUCK! The day after i saw it i made my sn and told every single person i kew about it. I EVEN MADE A SHIRT. I just feel like....its been taken away from me. It isn't as special to me anymore. I know, I know thats elitest as fuck. I'm just saying. I just wish it meant what it used to.
END RANT.
...i don't know which "wacky" movie eccentric i feel in love with more. Kate winslets character in enternal sunshine would have a lot more baggage methinks. |
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| I can see your heart sinking... |
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| 02:32pm 20/08/2004 |
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mood: okay music: The Organ - Sinking Hearts
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NAKOMIS IS HOH. but...wills gone :( no more devil spwan jokes
The Organ is tottaly my new favorite band. GAH! They have like...all of my influences. WHY was i not listening to them? They're lke a mix of the smiths, the cure and joy division. Only female. woah. every single song is awesome.
GAHHH I WANT TO KOTODAMA PV. ALL I HAVE IS LIKE THE FIRST 45 SECONDS :(
Yeah so i realized as much as i want finish the man who mistook his wife for a hat, it'd be eaiser to do my paper on the awkening. So I'm doing that.
I still need to make my cds and print my art before school starts.
I feel less worried about drawing. Maybe im computer-art'ed out?
"im too punk rock for this." Oh frankie. |
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| Stolen from Powles.... |
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| 07:07am 16/08/2004 |
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mood: nervous music: Tv On The Radio - Young Liars
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Choose a band or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:Kill Hannah
Are you male or female: Sick Boy
Describe yourself: He Believes in Time Machines
How do some people feel about you: Hyperactive
How do you feel about yourself: Future Number One
Describe your ex-girlfriend: Kill Hannah
Describe your current girlfriend: Ten More Minutes With You
Describe where you want to be: Los Angeles
Describe what you want to be: I Wanna Be A Kennedy
Describe how you live: Held On By Wires
Describe how you love: Dazzle These Nights Dead
Share a few words of wisdom: Don't Die Wondering
That worked pretty well if I do say so myself. |
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